Since I have decided to just be who I am –I am so much happier!
I still bumble…..a lot actually, but I can laugh at it now!
Most of the time!
I tried too long to be someone who would please everyone and ended up pleasing no one!(including myself)
Decided it would be far better to become someone with whom I could be pleased with and guess what?
People like me a heck of a lot better now, then when I tried to become what I thought would please.
It is not without realization that the few sour pusses who use to put up with me are going to drop me like a rock.
They say misery loves company, but it only likes miserable company.
And boy was I miserable!
It is hard for me to believe I am even the same person!
I use to shy away from people and hide-now I love getting to know new people.
People, who help you out, lift you up, forgive you when you mess up, appreciate a kindness, and those who make me laugh-I love to laugh!
I am so less judgmental, I may not approve of your choices, but show me you got a good heart underneath it all and I want to get to know you.
Before, I would not have stuck around long enough to see your true heart and for that I am ashamed.
My journey is not complete it never will be.
I will never arrive at perfection, not possible.
I do not want to be anything more but a flawed, bumbling, fellow human being who keeps on trying and improving.