I can’t just start out telling people my whole life story; I just don’t work that way.
I prefer to let my writing do my talking and even then I often hold back.
Would I like someone whom I could divulge all my secrets to? One whom I could trust completely? Certainly, but to be honest not sure if such a person exist.
I share bit and pieces of myself; I let a few in a little deeper.
I am not afraid to cut off those who misuse that trust. I am loyal to those I allow in, but I expect the same.
Is this healthy?
I really don’t know, but it is how I operate and sometimes, I must admit, I expect too much and am then disappointed.
I am learning to relax, not to expect too much and just breathe. Simple, lesson I suppose, but one that was needed.